I knew life wasn't going to be perfect, but I didn't think it would be this hard...

I can't eat. I can't sleep anymore; waiting for love to walk through the door.

My greatest fears:

I'll die a virgin
I'm not cut out to do an independent project like capstone
I'm not no nice girl
I'll live with my parents until I'm 30
I won't get a job after SUA
I'll let my friendships dissolve after SUA
I'll make it to 50, look back on my life, and feel disappointment...

It's funny how you can look in the face of a person you've known for three and a half years and wonder who they are, and how come you don't know anything about them anymore, and doubt whether your bond was ever real.

I'm emotional. I am trying to hold on to you.