I saw two rainbows today.

And they reminded me of Costa Rica.

Which reminded me of being twenty and feeling like thirty was so far away.

That led me to the thought that I will soon be twenty-five.

Which made me feel like crying.

Because it reminded me that when I went into Davids Bridal the other day, to pick up my brides maids dress, I had the overwhelming desire to have a wedding of my own.

And it reminded me that yesterday, when I saw a commercial for baby diapers, this weird feeling stirred inside of me that I wanted a cute little baby of my own.

Which scared me shitless.

And rainbows aren't supposed to do that.